Vaknade halv sju imorse.
Yey! (:
Låg kvar i sängen och lyckades somna om mellan varven, bara för att vakna igen.
Men tillsist somnade jag på riktigt vid halv nio, och vaknade vid tio.

Tydligen ska Taylor Lautner vara med i en ny film som spelas in just nu.
Valentine's Day heter den, och Taylor ska efter vad man hört spela Anne Hathaways pojkvän, och det är många namn man känner igen.
Bradley Cooper, Jessica Biel, Jessica Alba, Julia Roberts, Jennifer Garner, Patrick Dempsey, Emma Roberts och Ashton Kutcher.
Taylor är ännu inte listad som en av skådespelarna, men han har setts på inspelningen, så snart är väl han också ett av namnen på IMBD.

Igår hade inte WA uppdaterats så får hoppas på en uppdatering idag, om inte kapitel 52 redan är uppe.

"So, she drops her pencil, right? Then she fucking bends over right in front of my desk." Jasper groaned. I rolled my eyes. What a dirty little slut, Brandon. Girl's got skills. Those pants of hers would be starring in Jasper's every fantasy."

Rachelle LeFevre kommer inte att komma tillbaka i Eclipse, och det är Bryce Dallas Howard som kommer att ta över rollen som Victoria.
Måste erkänna att hårfärgen är mer åt det hållet som den jag ser Victoria i, men man har vant sig vid tanken med Rachelle som Victora...
Anledningen är tydligen att LeFevre kommer att spela in någon annan film när Eclipse spelas in, så då slutade hon.

  Bryce Dallas Howard         Rachelle LeFevre


Imorgon blir det med 99 % säkerhet Gustavsvik med Camilla (:
Det blir typ första gången jag badar iår, om man inte räknar pappas pool...
På fredag har dom utomhusbio här på gården.
Förra året gick jag med Munken, men eftersom det var några idioter i tioårsåldern som kastade sten mot vårat håll gick vi in och kollade från min balkong.
Men det gick inte jätte bra eftersom jag hade en tall ivägen...
Iår visar dom Mama Mia och den är inte bra, så det blir att göra något annat.
Kanske sätter mig på balkongen om det inte finns något att göra.

Det har kommit en spoiler om nya One tree hill avsnittet (:
Det gjorde seriöst min dag...
4:30 AM (Apparenetly they were travelling abroad)
September 14th @ 8/7 on The CW
The tree hill gang must learn that to live an exceptional life doesn't end once you've achived you'r goals.
With Lucas and Peyton gone, Nathan's a year into his NBA career, Haley has taken over Red Bedroom Records, and has to deal with the return of her free-spirited 26 year old sister, Quinn. Brooke is still happy with Julian.

Men det är typ något konstigt med min dator, för den vill starta om sig, så ska ta och göra det..

Jag älskar den här delen av kapitel 30 x)
He pursed his lips, plucking up individual flowers and arranging them while speaking. "Bella's has to be more significant." I gawked at him while he slid two types of flowers into a plastic bouquet wrapper. "White lilies represent innocence and reverence. They're elegant and subtly majestic." He furrowed his brows in concentration and began adding blue flowers. "The deep blues of an iris can calm worries and preoccupation; representing peace, openness, and serenity." He nodded at the finished arrangement in his hands and tossed them at me with pretty fucking smug expression.

I was so fucking... disturbed. It was like hearing him read from a Cosmopolitan or some shit. I stared at his smug smirk in equal parts awe and worry. "Jazz, dude..." I started in a disapproving voice, shaking my head slowly. "I think your vagina is showing." I choked.

Q: What do you think the New Moon fans are not expecting from this film?

Taylor: Giant fuzzy werewolves.

Kristen: No, I think they expected those.

Taylor: I honestly don't think they're expecting to be as heartbroken as I think they will be. I know when I read New Moon, I really felt bad for Jacob's character and Bella, just because Jacob can't have her and he's trying to get her, and everything that's going on, and her being torn and confused. I felt really bad, but actually, when I lived the experience with Kristen, it was much worse, and I just can't imagine what the fans are going to think when they watch that.

Kristen: He feels bad for himself.

Q: What do you think the fans are going to enjoy the most about New Moon?

Taylor: Somebody like me would enjoy the action because I love action movies and New Moon takes that to another level than Twilight was. And, it's a lot more complicated, this time around. It takes what Bella and Edward developed in Twilight, and it smashes that at the beginning, and then it becomes complicated until the end of the movie.

Kristen: Yeah, it's not an easy story. Not that Twilight was, but Twilight was about two people who were already conflicted internally, throwing themselves against each other, mindlessly. It was just very impulsive. And, in this case, we had to think a lot more about what we were doing because it wasn't instinctual, like a chemistry love thing. Everything in these movies is heightened. If you get sad, you don't just get sad. It's like you'd rather just be dead. I guess people experience that in real life, but in our movie, it's more than that. So, it was just harder.

Kollade nyss på ett klipp från Comic con, det är ngn regissör som snackar om när han såg NM klippen, och vad han tycker om det och sånt.
Och hans kommentarer är.. i brist på annat ord... priceless.

Omg, Lady Gagas nya video är... ja, går det ens att beskriva med ord?
Som alla hennes adra videos och låtar är den lite halvt mysko och konstig.
Men fyra killar från sweden är med, och det hörs tydligt att Gaga inte kan svenska så bra...
I videon ser vi Skarsgård och de svenska trillingarna Kelii, Izzy och Rock.

Om någon gav mig tre önskningar nu så vet jag precis vad jag skulle önska.
Min tredje önskan skulle iaf bli att kunna förflytta sig genom att knäppa med fingrarna eller något sånt, ni vet som dom alltid gör på film?
Iaf skulle jag knäppa med fingrarna och hamna på årets comic con.

Dom snygga jävlarna ser ut att ha det bra på presskonferansen iaf x)


Men Kristen ska inte ha sitt Joan Jett hår.
Hoppas dom fixar till det på ett bra sätt tills i augusti då hon behöver vara brunett och långhårig igen.

Jag vill se scenerna dom sagt att dom ska visa upp på Comic con, men antar att dom hamnar på internet snart.

En intervju med Chris W finns uppe och han pratar om lite allt möjligt. Bla. Volturi och "I'm only 18!"-"And I'm almost 110 years old." scene.
För er som inte läst boken så är det scenen när Edward för första gången föreslår ett bröllop.
Talking about the proposal scene at the end of the book. Fans are worried that that might have been altered or cut out for the film. Can you address those concerns?
CW: It hasn't been cut out, I can tell you that much. It's not going to hit them in exactly the way they think it's going to, but I will say that, I gotta put it: It's gonna be quite special. I kind of saved all of my gusto for that moment. I don't think it'll disappoint.

The Volturi. Can you talk about your vision for this new group of characters?
CW: No matter how strange one of the characters is in a work of fantasy, I think you kind of have to approach them as people, and so you start to think, well, they've been around for 2,000 years. How would they live? How would they interact with one another? The conclusion really was that after 2,000 years, you would probably be more than mildly insane, no matter how cultured or gracious you appear on the surface.
I think that's what Michael Sheen really managed to convey in portraying Aro, the head of the Volturi, which is that on the surface, he's terribly gracious, warm, a wonderful host, and yet at the same time he's absolutely lethal and frightening, and it's also kind of what Dakota Fanning kind of conveys as Jane. She's this, in appearance, very innocent-looking, harmless-looking almost kind of a teenager, but she's absolutely deadly.

På samma hemsida finns intervjuer med en varulv och tre vampyrer.
Are you using your martial arts expertise?
TL: No. it helps with the agility, yes. But it's not like Jacob comes out and kung-fu's the vampires.
What about the wig?
TL: The long hair is definitely a wig. I just wrapped with the wig a few days ago. That was amazing. The whole crew gave an applause. I was so happy.
Are you going to keep it?
TL: They were like, "So do you want to keep it?" and I was like, "If you give it to me I'll probably burn it."
If you could give Jacob, or Jacob as a werewolf, one more power, what would it be?
TL: Oh, boy, that's a tough question. Probably, man ... I want to steal one of Edward's powers because I like it, but then I feel like I'm betraying Jacob if I say that.
Which one of Edward's powers would you take? 
TL: Well, I don't want to sparkle. He can read minds though, right? ... I'd kind of like to read Bella's, like Edward can.

Men Taylor, jag trodde du var påläst?

In Stephenie Meyer's book, Demetri is described as polite ...
CB: Very polite, yeah. And I'm just a nice English guy. I've had my trouble, and it's gone. I'm just a nice guy who doesn't want any trouble. [Laughs] I think Demetri is someone who ... seeks out trouble and adventure. He's getting very bored, having been alive for thousands of years. I think he's interested in trouble -- nonspecific -- or adventure -- nonspecific -- or any kind of action. I think being a vampire, or being alive for 3000 years, just makes you very bored. Look at Marcus' character; he's very apathetic, and he just sat there ... he just wants to die.
Do you actually know Demetri's backstory, based on what's in the book?
CB: I made it up
Tell us!
CB: Demetri was obviously Italian. And at a young age, he was orphaned. He was living in the foothills of Mt. Vesuvius -- the big, volcanic mountain -- and in 900 A.D., it erupts. Lava starts pouring down, and his parents get caught in it. Their house gets taken apart. I outrun the lava, into the foothills, where I found a place where I was safe, essentially. But I couldn't provide for myself, so I was thrown into slavery. I went through various masters but they couldn't pin me down, because I was so nonchalant and arrogant and just ran away from everyone; it was really frustrating. I kept getting sold on to the next guy -- the next master, for the best price they could get -- and I was too nice for someone just to kill me.
So eventually I got sold to a merchant trader in Rome, who dealt specifically in fighters, and I found myself in front of the Coliseum with these baying, bloodthirsty Romans, desperate for gladiatorial combat. I didn't have any fighting skills, so I just ran around for three hours and no one could catch me -- until somebody shot me with an arrow. I was lying on the floor, I was about to die, I was waiting for Commodus' verdict of thumbs up or thumbs down, and he's about to give it a down when Aro comes in and whispers in his ear and says, "Don't kill him, I'll take him." Aro converts me in the depths of the Coliseum himself, and I've been working loyally for him ever since.

Fantasi är alltid bra att ha x)

What power would you give Demetri if you could give him another power?
CB: That's a good question. [Pauses to think] I think he's a little bit pissed off that Jane has taken over the head of the Volturi; he hates that. Ergo, I think he would take a psychological power ...
2:15PM Charlie has to go back to set, but he promises me that he'll figure out the power he'd give Demetri and report back when he decides.
2:30PM Mr. Bewley motions me over as we watch filming. Seems he really has been pondering the question. Love it.
In an English-accented whisper, Charlie reveals that he'd give Demetri: "the power to change people's minds."
"For example," he says, "in the scene where Demetri is first introduced to the fray, Edward refuses to come with Bella. He says, "Bella, you go off and enjoy the festival. I'll go with Demetri and Felix." If Demetri had the power to switch Edward's mind and change his mind, he wouldn't need Jane to come in and clear up the air, how slow they're being. Jane's brutally efficient because she's so dangerous. This is why she's head guard, and I hate that, as Demetri, because I used to be God. So that's what I'd do."

How close do you come to Bella?
RL: I don't know that I'm going to say. [Laughs] Let's just put it this way -- she lives -- so not close enough.

Men om ni vill läsa själva finns det på http://www.hollywood.com/feature/New_Moon/5670239 för nu ska jag kolla på NCIS så har inte tid att skriva mer, eller läsa mer.

Det enda jag vill just nu är att lägga mig på soffan eller i sängen och bara njuta av alla underbara dansfilmer det finns.

Planerar att kolla på ett antal dansfilmer senare, tex. Take the lead, stomp the yard, Center stage turn it up och you got served som jag faktiskt inte sett.
Men det finns en till film jag vill se, som jag verkligen inte kommer på vad den heter.
Jag tror jag har skrivit om den på bloggen för typ hundra år sedan, men orkar inte leta igenom alla mina inlägg.
Jag vet att jag såg den hemma hos Tessan i hennes förra lägenhet, men mer vet jag inte.
Jag kommer också ihåg att vi valde mellan den och en till, vilken jag faktiskt kommer ihåg vad den heter.
How she move, och den har jag inte ens sätt.

Men filmen handlar om en tjej som vill in på en skola.
Hon åker till NY (?) och går på en audition.
Hon berättar för sin brorsa att hon kom in fast hon egentligen jobbar på en bar, eller ett cafe eller vad det nu var.
Men på det här stället hon jobbar så finns det några tjejer som uppträder varje kväll, och tillsist börjar hon också uppträda med dom.
Är det någon som vet vad filmen heter?

Kollade på Step Up 2 The streets idag, har faktiskt inte sätt den tidigare.
Älskar ettan, men tvåan är underbar.
Mycket mer dans, och annorlunda.
Visst båda utspelar sig på MSA men den här gången handlar det om Andie, Tylers "syster".
Tyler är bara med en liten stund i början, och det är han som övertalar Andie att börja på MSA eftersom att hon måste flytta till Texas annars.
Andie är med i ett dansgäng som kallas 4-1-0 men när dom får reda på att hon börjat på MSA blir hon kickad ur gruppen.
Hon börjar därför dansa med ett gäng anonyma dansare på skolan, och dom satsar på att få vara med i The Streets.
Tydligen ska det göras en tredje film i 3-D också (:  

Q. How would you describe Caius' look? Campbell Bower: I had a discussion with (costume designer) Tish (Monaghan), and we figured out that Caius probably doesn't get to go out that much, so... he just steals his clothes from previous victims. The style is nice and smart and sleek and slim and - yeah, I like it. It's very Italian, and I like the shoes, particularly.

Vi vet ju att the Cullens och vargarna har sina ega symboler som sympoliserar deras familjer.
The Cullens har ett family crest, vargarna har sina tatueringar...
Men även vampyr maffian borta i Italien har fått ett eget märke.
Tror det är ett halsband, och såhär ser det iaf ut:


Men nej, nu är klockan 23.40 och jag ska fan sova.

One morning while teenage Grace Maclean is riding Pilgrim, her goofy, loveable pony, she has a horrendous glass-shattering, bone-splintering, ligament-lynching meeting with a megaton truck that leaves her and her four-legged friend damaged in mind, body, and spirit. Meanwhile, back at the ranch, her jaded, brilliant, bitchy mom, Annie Graves (Kristin Scott Thomas in the 1998 film) is working out a wrinkle in her self-absorbed existence when she gets a call at her plush, Manhattan office about Grace's accident. Racked with guilt, Graves makes it her calling to find the mythical horse whisperer, an equine Zen master who has the ability to heal horses (and broken souls) with soothing words and a gentle touch. Just when it seems he can't be found, what do you know, she finds him. He arrives in the form of Tom Booker-- a rugged, sensitive, dreamy cowboy who helps Pilgrim and Grace repair their fractured selves. To add more mesquite to fire, Booker has a way with not-so-injured, attractive, married women--like Annie. As the plot thickens, so does the familial strife, which threatens to undo Booker's healing work.

Like an expert cinematographer, Evans deftly crafts each scene with precision and clarity, sprinkling in ominous signs and foreboding images. For example, in the opening paragraphs, as Annie starts out on the tragic ride, she comes across a bloody bird wing that seems to have fallen out of nowhere. The weight of impending doom is further strengthened by the truck driver's bad luck--he has a run-in with the highway patrol just moments before his meeting with Grace and Pilgrim. These not-so-subtle subliminal messages are masterfully stitched in throughout the story and may compel readers to act as if they were watching a B-grade horror movie, shouting aloud, "Don't go there!" However sentimental, The Horse Whisperer is an engaging read, sort of like a finely tuned, well-edited film.

Fan vad jag har hittat mycket bra musik idag! (:
Framförallt Kings of leon låtar, lite Muse och Sugarcult.
Har bara lyssnat på två låtar med Sugarcult förut för har inte orkat leta efter fler bra låtar med dom, men nu märker jag att dom har ganska många bra låtar.
Just nu lyssnar jag på Saying goodbye med dom, och den är riktigt bra.

Imorgon blir det att åkaut till pappa för mamma ska plocka bär och sånt, och om det är fint så solar väl jag.
Resten av helgen vet jag inte vad jag ska göra, men på måndag blir det att gå ut och gå med Stella för ska vara barnvakt i ungefär en timme (:

Ska kolla på Fired up, en komedi med ett antal skådespelare man sett förut.
Tex Danneel Harris som spelade Rachel i OTH och Molly Sims som var med i Las Vegas.
Hoppas bara den är bra, men det verkar som det.

[Bella, Alice and Edward, who wears a long maroon cloak, stand near the entrance of the ornate room. Aro steps off the credenza towards our daring trio.]

Aro:  What a happy surprise. Bella is alive after all. I love a happy ending. They're so rare. La tua cantante.
It makes me thirsty. Her blood appeals to me. How do you stand to be so close to her? 
Edward: It's not without its difficulties. (RP says this with intensity). 
Aro: So now you know everything. Fascinating. I'd love to see if you are an exception to my gift as well. Would you do me the honor? 

[Aro seems to meditate on Bella.] 

Interesting. I see nothing. I wonder if - let's see if she's immune to all of our powers, shall we Jane?
4:38PM As Aro, Michael Sheen is regal, charming, spooky and just a touch off his rocker. Fans are going to adore him.

Igår var jag ju på bio med Camilla (:
Kollade på Harry Potter och halvblodsprinsen och enligt mig är det den bästa filmen hittills.
Jag har ju inte läst böckerna så har ju ingenting att jämnföra med heller...
Den här filmen är mycket mörkare än dom andra, men dom har lagt in lite andra saker som inte finns i dom andra filmerna.
Man fick skratta, man fick reda på saker man bara misstänkt förut, man hoppade till på ett ställe, och så var tårarna nära på slutet ._.
Jag har aldrig tyckt om Snape, har aldrig kunnat förklara varför heller, men jag fick min förklaring igår...
Det kändes verkligen inte att man satt i en full biosalong i nästan två och en halvtimme, så inne i filmen var man. 

Efter bion åkte jag hem till Camilla och sov där.
Vaknade vid elva idag, och kom hem vid sju.
Jag tänkte lägga mig i ett bad för en timme sedan men jag fastnade vid datorn så nu ska jag sitta här ett tag till för sen börjar Navy och sen blir det att sova för jag känner att jag börjar bli trött.

En ny bild från NM har kommit, och den föreställer Bella och Jacob i Jacobs Rabbit.
Antagligen innan "the almost kiss", om den scenen ens är med i filmen men det tror jag att jag läst någonstans att den ska vara.
Kan ju vara också efter bion i Port Angeles, men det ser mer ut som "the almost kiss" enligt mig, vad tycker ni?

Jag sitter och läser om säsong 8 på 24 som börjar sändas nästa år, och jag blev fan chockad av ett namn i 24s cast.
Freddie Prinze Jr  ska vara med och jag har svårt att föreställa mig honom i 24.
Jag har aldrig sett honom i någon liknande roll, så det ska bli intressant att se.
Att han ska jobba med Jack Bauer är fel på många sätt och vis, men man får hoppas att han gör ett bra jobb.
Jag tycker det är synd att dom inte ska ha med Tony i nästa säsong, men Chloe får stanna kvar så det är bra (:

Men fan vad jag hatar slutet på förra avsnittet.
Dom kan ju inte bara låta Jack bli smittad av vad fan det nu heter, och så finns det inget botemedel ._.
Men eftersom att det kommer en ny säsong så kommer dom antagligen att hitta ett botemedel, och av det jag läst så verkar det som om det är Kim som kommer att hitta det :)

Men nej, nu ska jag ta och kolla på The Mentalist.

"Finally his head turned back towards me. I quirked an eyebrow at him again, but he just looked back at Bella, then at me again. And then he was fucking smirking. I furrowed my brows at him, wondering if Brandon flashed him or some shit. It wouldn't shock me in the least. He snickered and shook his head, making all his grubby blonde hair fall into his eyes. Then he said the three words that nearly fucking gave me a stroke.

"Aint love grand?" He smirked knowingly.

I fucking gaped at him, wondering how the hell he came to the conclusion that I was in love. "What the fuck are you talking about?" I asked in a frustrated tone. It was kind of fucking mean for him to even mention it when I was trying so hard to feel it.

He snickered, yet again, making me want to fucking bash his head into the table. "Are you really that fucking clueless?" He asked in a tone that dripped with condescension.

I huffed and raised my eyebrows him. Yes, but it'd be nice if you didn't rub it in my face, you fucking prick.

He shook his head at my pointed glance. "You love her." He said simply.
Like he was some kind of fucking all knowing empath or some shit.

I tried to bite down all the hope that was coupled with the bitterness that I didn't yet.
"And how the fuck did you come to that conclusion?" I asked through clenched teeth as my frustration grew.

He finally put his cookie down, rubbing the crumbs off onto the table in front of him like the fucking slob he was, and leaned forward with his forearms flat on the table. "How long have I known you?" He asked cryptically.

Answering questions with questions. It was just so fucking... Jazz. "Almost five years." I answered impatiently, fighting the urge to narrow my eyes at him.

He nodded his head at me. "And how many times have I sat my ass in front of you in the lunch room?" He asked another fucking stupid question. I rolled my eyes at him, choosing to make that particular question rhetorical. He nodded his head again while his lips twitched. "Any how many times have you looked at anyone like you just looked at her?" He asked knowingly. And since he was so fucking knowing and I wasn't, I failed to see the connection to the conclusion. I was closer to Bella than anyone else. Of course I'd look at her differently.

He huffed and sat back in his chair when I didn't immediately understand him. "The look, Edward." He said exasperated, throwing his hands in the air. And I just fucking looked at him. What about the look?
"Fucking Christ." He muttered shaking his head. I furrowed my brows at him and barely restrained the urge to lunge across the table and fucking strangle him for being so goddamn condescending. He rubbed his hands over his face and took a deep breath before he leaned back onto the table on his forearms and looked at me with his serious Jazz expression. "That look you just gave her?" He asked with raised eyebrows. I nodded. "I'd know that look anywhere." He said simply. As if he really was all knowing about these things. "It's the same way she looks at you." He continued with a raised eyebrow and a near smirk on his face. I furrowed my brows and looked back at my girl sitting at her table reading her book. Trying to fucking comprehend that I was looking at her with the same look she gave me. "With love." Jazz finished, leaning back into his seat and resuming his disgusting consumption of the cookie.

I continued staring at her thoughtfully as she ate her cookies. Wondering if it was even possible for that foreign new emotion to actually be love after all. I was testing it out and trying it on.

I love Bella. "

Och innan han hinner berätta det för henne så händer det en massa saker, men när han äntligen säger det så gör han det verkligen på sitt egna sätt.

"And I had to just fucking stop her right there. "Bullshit. Fuck all those other people." I narrowed my eyes at her, slightly offended that she was even apologizing for it. "They don't matter. They can ask all the goddamn questions they want." And if we didn't want to answer them, we didn't fucking have to. I softened my face and gazed into her big brown eyes while I released one hand, using it to move a lock of damp hair away from her forehead. "I'd do it again a fucking heartbeat." I replied honestly. And I really fucking would.

She smiled sweetly at me as I leaned in to put my lips on hers softly and gently, afraid of hurting her face. I cupped her little cheek gingerly, taking her bottom lip in between mine and basking in all of our weird electricity as I sucked on it gently. I pulled back minutely, letting our slightly parted lips hover over each other so that they were just barely touching, and opened my eyes to look into hers. And my girl was looking at me with so much fucking love in her big brown eyes, that I decided it was time to finally showing her all of mine. "Because I fucking love you." I whispered honestly against her lips, gazing intensely into her eyes to show her just how fucking honest I was being about it.

I felt the sharp intake of her breath as I held my lips against hers and watched her eyes grow wide with the weight of my confession. And then it fucking happened. The beauty of the sunset behind me paled in comparison to hers as her whole fucking face lit up under my lips with her smile. And the way her eyes just fucking shone with happiness made me smile right back against hers. It was even better than I had imagined on Christmas morning as the space between us grew impossibly more electrified with all of my girl's radiance."

Men nu ska jag sluta skriva om Wide awake och kolla på Sommarkrysset.

Ni må hata mig nu, men jag tål fan inte den där jävla Johan Palm och hans röst.
Jag fattar inte varför han ens kom med i Idol, för han har verkligen inte en bra röst.
Visst har han fått en lite bättre röst efter att han kom in i målbrottet, men jag tycker fortfarande inte om honom.

Men nu är det iaf bra på Sommarkrysset, Bounce ska uppträda (:
Eller typ..
Fan vad jag skulle vilja dansa som dom ._.

Men nej, eftersom Johan Palm är klar med sitt uppträdande så ska jag koncentrera mig på sommarkrysset.

Just nu ligger jag fortfarande i sängen, men har en anledning.
Jag orkar inte sitta i köket med datorn på bordet.
Det är mycket skönare att ligga i sängen och läsa.
Just nu håller jag på och läser en bok och så läser jag en Fan Fiction som jag fan har blivit beroende av xD
Den är så jävla bra!
Wide Awake heter den, och handlar om en tjej och en kille som båda har upplevt sina trauman i livet.
Tjejen, Bella, har precis flyttat hem till sin moster och sin kusin efter att ha sett sin mamma blivit mördad för ett år sedan.
Hon har problem med beröringar, speciellt av killar.
Hon tål inte ens en hand på hennes axel för då kommer alla minnen upp till ytan.
I huset brevid bor Edward som också upplevt mycket.
Han såg sin pappa brinne inne när han var 9 år och efter det lämnade hans mamma bort honom.
Han fick bo i en massa fosterhem tills han adopterades av doktor Carlisle Cullen.
Jag vet vad ni tänker, Twilight. Men det är fan bara namnen som stämmer, inget annat.
Bellas moster heter Esme, och hennes kusin är Alice.
Carlisle har en till adoptivson som heter Emmett, men han och Edward hatar verkligen varandra.
Edwards bästa vän är Jasper, som har en tvillingsyster som heter Rosalie, som är tillsammans med Emmett.
Men för att komma tillbaka till handlingen så träffas Bella och Edward, och dom börjar prata.
Dom inser att dom har saker gemensamt, tex mardrömmarna och att dom aldrig sover.
Dom börjar umgås på nätterna men aldrig på dagarna och får veta mer och mer om varandras liv.
Bella upptäcker sedan att hon faktiskt kan röra Edward utan att minnas, och upptäcker också att hon kan få Edward att sova utan sina mardrömmar, och tvärtom.
Jag älskar det faktum att Bella alltid tar med kakor och mat till Edward på kvällen, och att han kallar henne för my girl utan att själv riktigt förstå varför.
Det är också bra att hon som skrivit den byter POVs hela tiden, så att man får se hur båda reagerar på vissa saker, och hur dom känner.
En av mina favoritscener hittills när Bella åkt ill Phoenix för att vittna, och dom förstår hur mycket dom egentligen behöver varandra.
Och kvällen/natten/morgonen innan hon åker, och natten då hon kommer tillbaka tolv dagar senare och ingen av dom har sovit.

"Hi." I whispered softly, my legs feeling very heavy. Edward seemed frozen in the doorway just staring at me with those tired blank eyes. I was starting to get worried that I did the wrong thing by even coming. And before I could question whether or not he wanted me to stay, he held his hand out without breaking my gaze. I dropped my drooping eyes to his upturned palm, and without hesitation lifted mine and slid it into it. And before I knew what was happening, Edward pulled me into the room quickly, sliding off my hood and wrapping his arms around my waist so tightly it lifted me off the ground. And I just collapsed in his arms. So tired and exhausted, and just glad to be home again. I threw my arms around his neck and buried my face in his shoulder. Taking big gulps of his scent in greedily. He had his face buried into the crook of my neck, breathing in just like I was. I brought my hand up and cupped the top of his head, tangling my fingers into his messy hair with a sigh. He squeezed me tighter, nearly hurting my ribs, but I didn't care. My feet were dangling off the ground, and I was so happy he had the strength to hold me up, because all of mine was gone. "I missed the shit out of you." Edward whispered into neck, squeezing me tighter as if to emphasize the fact. And I smiled. I finally, really, truly smiled into his shoulder. "I missed the shit out of you too." I slurred, still smiling, and just happy that it was even possible to smile again."

Nej, nu ska jag fortsätta läsa det kapitlet jag är på, och sen ska jag ta och göra något vettigt.